Message #50177

[Sun Goddess]

Vlad
Member
Member # 1187

  posted 05-20-2005 09:24 AM                   
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This is who I am, it is too late to change, love me or hate me. And I freely admit to often being very foolish.
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Do you want to know why others call you vain and posed?

Because you think you're 'fixed'. You think you cannot, or simply do not want to be changed. And in nature, change is constant. You resist that and people notice it. That's your problem. And many people have it.

There is little fire in you. Fire is the basis of change and movement. There is way too much of the opposite in you; water. Which is of the nature of subjection and experience by action of fire upon you, or the will of another. Basically you're like a puppet for someone with a lot of fire power to change you. You can be taught or molded into whatever. It's very noticable to someone like me. All you do is use what little fire and willpower you have, to preserve yourself, and resist change. To keep your fixation, your 'earth', your earthliness. And with that your feelings.

Fire or willpower is the causative agent in bringing about change. If you don't do that sooner or later you'll notice the cyclism in things. Things repeat themselves, it's just not always directly noticable. Scenarios change, but the underlying paradigms and structures, having little changed, generate the same experiences, life, and scenarios.

You cannot save another if you don't have or use fire and willpower, in conjunction with thought and implant these thoughts and structures as paradigms upon the subject.

Besides, save?
There is only structure and paradigm.